private joke

2009-05-05T22:11:00.002+08:00

7 deadly sins

2009-04-05T21:08:00.003+08:00

How come the one i wanted to share my dreams with, took my dream from me. It takes forever to say goodbye.

2009-03-28T15:13:00.001+08:00

Fate is a joke

2008-10-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

i am very hardworking!
i think my lappy gonna explode and die on me soon
but still i think i am super hardwokring!
ok PEACE OUT

2008-10-14T00:28:00.002+08:00

unwillingly i stepped out of a oh-so-sweet lifestyle

unknowingly the once-so-magicial 5chinese characters and 6digits we shared faded
uncertain and lack of convictions made us go seperate ways

you ran too fast, i couldn't catch up
i'm just going slower, slowly, steadily but i'm doing fine
it doesn't matter anymore
continue your pace, your good run, in good hands
cos we might bump into each other at the finishing point

2008-07-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

selective seeing and hearing doesnt help

i cant seems to make it, feel it, understand it or do it anymore
maybe the only way is to break it, break it and still break it
i kept forgetting that i wasnt the perfect cut you were looking for
face it, take it jacc

2008-07-11T19:36:00.002+08:00

at the edge of the cliff,
i picked up a rock then kept it in my pocket.
apparently the gravitational pull of it was zero
and surprisingly with little or no weight.
i continued walking,
it grew heavier with every steps i take.
the heavy force left me jaded
and i was forced to leave it behind.
weightless and floating aimlessly,
it still weighs a tonne when i thought of it.

this doesnt make sense

2008-07-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

I want a LIFETIME supply of alcohol
anyone wanns to drink with me after 12th July?

2008-06-17T20:33:00.002+08:00

An accurate punter is a happy jacc =D
my tk is CROATIA to triumph over big guns!

2008-06-10T18:41:00.003+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i'm dead happy today!
earned 200bucks from just pulling triggers & 100bucks from exercising
SWEET

2008-05-27T22:06:00.001+08:00

10bucks cheap cheap @ balihouse

keep the DRINKS coming in! :D

2008-05-02T22:37:00.016+08:00

THAILAND BEAUTY QUEEN

covertly taken

4 out of 5 nights we had tower beer!

it's pouring but i'm still happy with my beer!

new friends :)

in a bucket, 200thai only

6hrs train ride

buddy

got tea but no bubble

waterfall

posing for world pageant

very slippery ground

the pig head shop

so cute la they posed for the camera too

amazed by innovation

darn lazy to upload, head v itchy

ok bye!

2008-04-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

ok, i was in for another surprise.
12 cupcakes for the 21.
hmm, nice :)
LOVE LA!

2008-04-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

21 isnt a number I exactly adore.
it marks the beginning of the next phrase of growing
it signify additional responsibilities as the number increases
it means that my bank a/c has to have more than 500bucks!
it gain access to more venues e.g. RA movies
it bring legalisation into my dictionary
it brings back unhealthy memories that i dont wanna keep
but still . . .
it holds the best 1/4 of my 20yrs i had (:
and the 8yrs of perfectly sweet FFLs (and more yrs to come!)
the best 'conspiracy' carried out in 2008!

thanks fr everything mylove ones!
thou the conspiracy was good and well planned,
I HAVE SOLVED THE CASE!!!
JAC THE GREAT CLOSE FILE FOR FILING.

2008-02-14T00:36:00.001+08:00

2008-02-13T19:37:00.002+08:00

Tribute to R07/07

27 total strangers, different background/race/beliefs.
Guided by 1 'superhero' with love and care.
All 28 of us with a common objective,
striving for excellence in wadever we undertake.
Together we have come so far,
this journey of 7 mths have come to an end.

It's disheartening to say goodbye,
knowing that this farewell might always be the last bid goodbye.
Every ending is a new beginning.
Indeed, it's a new chapter of each and every one of our lives.
Be it A,E,F,J,G,D,TP,PID
May all my mates be blessed.
Goodbye my mates, you guys have been engraved into my memory and heart.
Kudos to R07.

2008-01-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

"People don't change, they just find new excuses and lie to you."
how true, how true..

2007-12-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

Monday morning,
my phone rings only for me to run an errand.

Tuesday afternoon,

i was disregarded and buried in oblivion.

Wednesday,

i drowned in my fav company and went jostling at vivo city.

Like the mundane thursday,

it was just a routine day in camp.

Friday night,

i will be gone before you knew.

Was that the last straw?

Spend your perfect world,

on your own!

2007-12-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

i say, i dont mind having a fling!

Goodbye to you

2007-12-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

I reckon that it's gg to be tough,

keeping that part of memories alive.

I couldn't take it easy,

stepping into a picture without you.

You said, "This kinda chemistry happened once in a lifetime."

I totally agreed and till now, it's a kinda chemistry i cant explain.

Over you

2007-12-20T22:16:00.001+08:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

2007-11-18T01:53:00.000+08:00

I still cant explain this feeling..

2007-10-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

i hate to play second fiddle to anyone
is like a kind of love-hate relationship
-shucks

2007-10-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

When you asked for sth,
god will let you have it.
All i wan is for you to be well and fine.
Prayin silently for the both of you.

2007-09-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

I dread the coming 21st,
the day which i once looked forward to.

It suppose to be an occasion.

Yet, it became an occasion that went all wrong.

Haunting memories recurring in my mind,
reminded me that the game was over,
long before i realised that it was.

2007-09-02T02:50:00.000+08:00

i tried to explain that,
some people have this disability to express themselves.
i tried to depict with an illustration, bt u failed to visualize.
if u handed me a potion which can efface the past,
will i take it??

it's good to know,
life isn't always sweet..

2007-08-11T01:52:00.000+08:00

All i can do is TRY.
Erasing,healing,motivating.
and ya, RUNNING.
(no pun intended)
any one interested to go for a run?

2007-08-05T19:07:00.000+08:00

replaying in slow motion,
the scenes etched in my mind, sit so clearly.
yes, it seems like ytd.
each act and move made was directed.
promises left broken,
your scent still lingers.
my heart and mind doesnt work tgt anymore,
your actions left me jaded.

2007-08-05T18:54:00.000+08:00

why do i still cry for you
dying to get close to you
why do i still fear to face
the ghost of you

i've been trying to release you
to get my feet back on the ground
still i need my hope to hold on to
even if I know i should back away
it's just a part of me that i cant erase

everytime i look away i see
the ghost of you

2007-07-28T14:35:00.000+08:00

woke up cold one thursday,
looking tired and feeling sick.

wonderin' if i stretch out for your hands,

will i still reach you?

the last piece of After Eight,
the last time i saw you.
it all seems so far away, fading off.
if it's a must, forget me.

2007-07-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

i know its so cliche

to talk abt this everytime

bt i can't explain this feeling

i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away

take care lovely.
i'm here with u, as always.

2007-07-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

blast at jln kayu last night.
hse beer gg at 5bucks per mug,
pina colada was as great as usual.
a pity tat the place had to close early,
we had to look for an alternative ground to chill.
i swear when i get my license,
i'll zoom my jurong frnds there!
cheap beers does have fatal attraction!!
=]

Love is only a feeling

2007-07-05T14:11:00.000+08:00

S is for surprise, a very pleasant one.
S is for size1, bt size doesnt matters.
S is for sweets, for the sweet(ME).
S is for saying S-K-N-A-H-T, in my way.

it nvr come across to me that,
i'm still there somewhere in the corner of ur mind.

did i say that, S is also for sorry, i wept.
i dont know wad to say anymore.
thanks lovely.

AWWWWW

2007-06-29T19:19:00.000+08:00

bro: "i've got a nice song to intro u!"

bro: "its call 'hey there to lala', freaking nice."

me: "HUH?! there's no song named 'hey there to lala', you sure its the right name or not!"

(rack my brain and search frantically on my music web)

me (laughin away): "u meant 'hey there delilah' ?"

'hey there to lala'
&
'hey there delilah'
LOLS

walk away

2007-06-28T01:56:00.001+08:00

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like too
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away

2007-06-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

1 chance is all i needed
2
3 words nvr seem real
5 words were left unsaid
6 long long yrs it took
7th nvr came

i dont wanna know it's over,
so save your goodbye kisses.

2007-06-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

An UNDERAGE attempting stella artois..

IT TURNS OUT TO BE ... ...
The first and LAST sip!!

sulks decides that sprite is good for health [:

2007-06-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

"Lips of an Angel"
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

sucha a nice song! i can totally feel this song.
its abt 2 who moved apart physically, set on with their separate lifes.
emotionally wise, they nvr really moved on.
still sweet to hear from each other cos their words make them weak.

2007-06-11T01:29:00.000+08:00

i told myself tat i wont reminisce again,
but i lied.
pulling out old stuffs to look at,
tells how badly i misses.
everything that i do,
reminds me of you.

YOU arent my love,
cos YOU're my life.

2007-05-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

Ok, back to my comfort zone!
I swear this camp was the most CHALLENGING camp ever.
The students was the biggest ever challenge, yes literally biggest!
The weather was rather kind to us.
This camp really pushed me physically and mentally,
i was drained ever before break camp.
And of cos being down with slight flu throughout the camp made things worst.
Imagine having to talk with a bad throat,
to kids who doesnt deserve me straining my poor throat.

Of cos there's duper fun moments!
Like walking behind this grp of guys during night walk in the mangrove swamp,
seeing how they reacted to our ambushed, wimped out. LOLs
Having me caught them in sucha situation, the rest of their camp definitely was MORE INTERESTING (with me reminding them wad happend in the dark).

Yes, i enjoy what i'm doing. (not scaring ppl, my job i meant!) =)
kudos to all my fellow instructors and thnks to all who made this camp possible.

We often couldn't rmb what others said, what others did.
But we will definitely rmb the impression that someone left.
Be it a good or a not so good impression,
it will be a lasting impression, captured in our minds.

toyou: always believe in wad u're doing. it might be sligtly tougher for you right now. bt rmb what you reap is what you sow, there's awalys a rainbow waiting after thunderstorms. it's yourself you have to be responsible for and no one else. so rmb just put in ur very best in the coming wk's exam. no pressure or stress, just give ur very best. cheers :)

2007-05-21T01:39:00.000+08:00

camps camps camps!!
i'm lookin forward to the gan eng seng camp.
pray for good weather and nice kids.
ohya i've got to pray tat i will be able to tie my figure of 8 and do my belay well.
cos i dont wan to kill any kid at the high ropes.
HAHAHAHA!
damn, i tink this world is really small.. it turns out tat the 2 instructors are my frnd's frnd.
alrights, my eyelids are getting heavy alrdy!
goodnite loves! =)

b4 i go, here's the song which is like stuck in my head. fantastic writing.

Why dont you and i - Carlos Santana

Everytime I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right

So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world and be together forever Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven Cause without you they're never going to let me in

2007-05-18T17:26:00.000+08:00

ytd was a GOOD DAY!
cos i had good luck, good company and good results.
i passed my ftt with a bit of luck.
then, i had good company for dinner and a nice ride home.
wheeeeee =)

let's not rush things alright?

2007-05-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

Being tied down by work nowadays, clocking plently of hrs each day.
SO at the end of the mth i hope i can hear the 'ching-ching' sound. HAA.
I feel so proud of myself. -pats myself on back.
And there's like camps coming up end mth and early june.
So its fun, fun and fun for me.
Hope those kids will be cute and not annoying!
Ok, off to study my ftt now.
Pray for me alright?
Cheers! =)

2007-05-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

i've always wanted to pen and post a tribute to you
i'll just make this a short one
i know this post is reallyreally late..
bt then, it still thanks from deep down.

"Hey! You're amazing."
I can only rmb all the good you did for me.
Standing by me, stickingwithme even through thunderstorms.
I've attended countless of lessons with you,
You taught me things that i wld nvr see.
Thanks for everything u gave, cos i know u gave in ur best. =)
Take care my frnd. i'll be here listening to u when u need me.

2007-05-05T01:01:00.000+08:00

Thanks and THANKS again.

Hearing me cry my heart out at 3am in the morning isnt wad all frnd will do for me, but YOU did. Constantly reminding me to have my meals durin my worst period, even when YOU only had biscuits for lunch. Buying me lollipops thinking that wld bring a temporary smile on my face, even when they are highly "over-priced", but YOU still bought w/o hesitations. Dropping me smses checking if i'm coping fine, even when YOU aren't feeling exactly good either. Surprising me with a sunflower in the public even it's quite embarrassing, but YOU still pull it off well enough. Telling me how my 'smile-while-brushing-teeth' method did work out for YOU somehow, when it's plain stupidity. Offering me words of encouragement and advice for my interviews isnt wad all frnd will rmb doing it, but YOUR well-wishes always arrived. Planning outings hoping it wld keep my mind occupied, even YOUR weekly schedule is tight.

I can nvr end the list-of-things YOU did and try to do, attempting to get me back on my feet.
Its only thanks, thanks and still thank YOU very much for hanging by ard at my corner every time i need someone here for me. Tribute to YOU, C.W.

2007-05-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

"2-1=ZERO"

In all these years of learning maths, i've nvr knew tat my arithmetic was screwed up.
We're all taught that "1 + 1 = 2", simple yet sweet.
However, and sadly, "1 + 1 = 3 plus a whole load of trouble and ineffaceable memories".
Fallen and battered, moving on to find a glimpse of light, I solved another arithmetic theory.
"2 - 1" has nvr been equal to 1,
Cos when "2 - 1", it just sums up to a big ZERO.
I still couldnt solve this equation "2 - love = hatred" ??
I'm keeping my fingers crossed. . .

crashing from hero to ZERO
isnt something glamorous
waking from zero to HERO
is definitely applausable

2007-04-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

today i'm feeling like this '-' (this is a happy-excited-cute face!)

BEEPS BEEPSS
For once, i drove w/o engine stalling and so smoothly till my instructor fall asleep. Whenever he doze off, i wld wake him up by tapping on the brake so the car wld jerk lightly. HAHAHA. Damn fun to see his shock expression and abt-to-pull-up-handbrake look. During the smooth drive, a car (obviously female driver, not being a sexist here) was waiting to turn right. When she sees me approaching she just swerved right, cutting into my path! It's like WTF, the 'L plate' doesnt mean i have to slow down and let u pass. Anw, it was green light on my side and my right of way. Luckily i hit the brakes fast enough. Then robert was like alrdy pointing finger at the lady! HAHAHA, so hilarious!! I swear today was the best lesson ever.

WHY MUMS SCREAM?
Have u thought abt the WHYS behind this qns?
-ponders and ponders
Ok, let me have the honor to analysis this tricky qns.
i've reached an agreement between my left and right brain and the answers are below, in no order of preference.

1. they are afraid they cant be heard, not loud enough
2. outburst of emotions (menopause?)
3. they still think tat da shi teng, scream is LOVE (translate to chinese)
4. they scream to do a vigorous workout for their lungs
5. seeking attention and stand out in crowd

FACT OF THE DAY
90 percent of women who walk into a department store immediately turn to the right.

ok i m done for today.
ohya, this is a "got length but no depth&width post". (i'm the one with width lar, che. LOL)
haa. Am i right che? '-'

2007-04-24T17:27:00.000+08:00

Right now is gloom to bloom, rather than bloom to gloom. I wldn't deny tat i'm getting better. In the past, we hang on cos we presume tat as not losing our most precious. But it might not be the case. Could it have been just habits? company? pride? I dont have an answer to it, mayb u do. I still give myself excuses to stumble back into the darkness whenever loneliness struck me. Memories swarm back and pierced my heart, looking at past photos doesnt help in soothing. But the bottom line is, i know i'll get up from this shit. I wont pray for strength from god, help from family or even consolation from close ones. Cause, i know i'll bounce back on my own.

i gave my blessings, with sincerity.

2007-04-12T09:01:00.000+08:00

i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don't bother me
i can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again
i pretend i'm ok, but that's not what gets me

what hurts the most was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could've been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do

it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but i'm doing it
it's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret, but i know
if i could do it over
i would trade, give away, show the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

oh a new beginning?

2007-04-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

april sums up to many new beginnings. .
the start of BIG 2 (which is hell in life)
religiously took driving lessons with robert every wk
picking up random books which kept me occupied
awaiting for the letter which nvr seems to come
scouting for new job half-heartedly thou
a diet and exercise regime ._.
stop reminiscing, i did fucking tried to

YOU lied that u wont leave
i lied that there is forever
partners in crime,
we lied in this together

2007-03-22T02:25:00.000+08:00

the ship sank really fast
the lone survior should't hang on
a miserable pc of plank wont help
let go let go
just let go
sink with the ship
and you might feel better

oh well,
i will get used to saying,

"table for 1, pls."

2007-03-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

.
..
...
.....
......

sometimes i wish tat the road you took wld lead you back somehow
sometimes i wish to hear those naggings
sometimes i wish to be appreciated

maybe when you learnt to appreciate me alittle more,
by then i might be gone.
caught between hurting and missing you.

2007-03-15T14:51:00.000+08:00

i'll be there for you, these 5words i swear to you

2007-03-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

i keep forgetting that you dont need me.

2007-03-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

why do all good things come to an end?

maybe god is unfair.

nahhs, nothing is fair in this world.

thou i'm feeling weak inside,

i've got to put on a strong front for ppl ard me.

i can smile alittle when i've got great frnds and company like this..

2007-03-02T03:20:00.000+08:00

why life doesnt have a rewind button to return us back in the past?
why life doesnt have a stop button to capture our happiest moments jus for alittle while longer?
whywhywhy?

2007-02-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

i saw a story and it goes like this..

once upon a time,
a 6yrs old bird flew happily ard its courtyard
relished its fame and basked in its glory
as little birdy felt loved

then an evil hunter came, held up his pistol and fired thrice
thou little birdy had suffered plently of minor injuries in the past,
this time it was a clear shot tat got it paralyzed

birdy wanted nothing like be able to soar high up again in the sky
or being the wealthiest in the kingdom
birdy jus wanted a simple life
seeing a genuine smile on it's loved one face
bringing tat smile on it's loved face

birdy nvr got healed from then onwards
but it still manages to limp,hop,crawl
to stick ard its loved side
plainly jus making sure it's loved one is safe and well

stay strong birdy,
cos 1day, your loved one might need your help
do as much as u can offer
cos u wont know if theres afterlife

- shrugs

2007-02-26T15:49:00.000+08:00

when life is fucking good,
learn to enjoy
learn to cherish
learn to treasure those ard u (loves and even enemies)
learn to be happy even during rainy days
learn to smile more often even to strangers
learn new skills which are enriching (boasting also considered hor)

learning is nv ending
so ask yourself, wad had u learnt today?
if u havent, its time to learn sth
b4 the clock hand strikes 12 and the cuckoo bird go cuckoossssss

happy doesnt seems to be in my dictionary anymore
so i m learning and searching for happier instead
hope u r as well

2007-02-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

catch norbit today!
fucking funny show
i so love tt fat lady with huge ass =D
each time she squeeze into her car
she claims tt norbit shifted her car sit
hilarious lar!

what hurts the most
was being so close
yes, sooo close
yet you walk away
and i cldn't make u stay
imissyouso

lies lies lies
o lies
lets make them
jus a part of life and not a fact of life

2007-02-17T17:23:00.000+08:00

rip off from cheche (eeks, feel like puking)
i tink this is cUtE , thIs iS sO sEcoNdArY ScH! (che types this way, thou she's frm nygh) lols i

cheryl says:
pretty pls with a watermelon on top
im nice rite
so concerned bout u
i dun do tht often to anyone
u shld feel honoured
(:
as the black heart dies says:
little bit of care = concern
overdose of care = kpo-ness

che: LOL wthhhh. concerned bout u say i kaypo!!

2007-02-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

whoever who read my blog have to give me ang bao

hohohohohoho =D

(kpo che, i noe u will, so surrender half of ur ang bao to me!)
wahahahaaa

ok today i m happy
ok not very

cos i didnt get to eat my reunion brunch with dotdot =(

since cyn = shld be joyous occasion

i will post some happy pics up

this is wad i call happpy =D

2007-02-10T13:31:00.000+08:00

if formulas and theories need hours and days to memorize,
and yet a second to forget,
why do certain memories neither require time nor effort to remember,
and yet an eternity to forget?

if theres a time travelator,
where would you go,
what would you do,
what would you say,
when will you leave me?

plsplspls, dont ever step out of mylife
make the first move
and i'll know what to do

2007-02-03T02:15:00.000+08:00

theres a million things i wanna say to u
there really is.
but i wont be given yet another chance to do so

when you walked away,
i should have held you.
would you have stayed for me to tell you
i have always loved you
there's never been anyone else..

i would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything
would be like as it was before

2007-01-28T02:37:00.000+08:00

thou its a short 4.5 mths
the company of u guys was i best i cld ever asked for
des, linziwang, jen & xw,
thks for making my days there brighter!
kudos!

2007-01-28T01:43:00.000+08:00

when ur heart freeze like this river
tt's when i know its all over . .

2006-12-15T13:07:00.000+08:00

Regards to all my loves,
riddle of the day: Guess the weight of JAC

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All entries have to be submitted b4 26th jan.

i've understood the meaning of changes

but i've realized changes

doesnt include memories, that will always stay..

how great if things are this peaceful..

2006-12-04T03:16:00.000+08:00

countdown timer says 55days

now is not a private joke,
but a public one
ur life seems too colourful for me to add on
i am too tired to guess,
let time tell it all..

2006-11-29T12:27:00.000+08:00

some recent photos
we went to 'be there or be square' club (quite cool name for club in china eh?)
enjoy..

happy bday des & linzi

i wanted to be bday girl oso.. hahahha

say cheeseeeee

smoke machines

3am at hostel entrance

we were quite drunk

pigs?

mel says our slippers stinks

hello to whoever is behind me

THE END!

2006-11-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

60 days back to sg!
it still seems so long...
days are getting boring as each day passes
life here is so predictable
its either slping in rm,behind eating bbq,in the city or slogging my ass off at work
to sum up, its so life-less!
mentally drained and physically strained
if theres a choice, i wld rather go back to books
f&b here is really hell
imagine facing 800 guests during breakfast, 400 during lunch
ugly, plesant and all sort of guest u get

ok stop the whinning..
lets now day dream alittle..
when i get back to sg
i wan to eat prata, 500plus mee hun que, round round chicken rice, bak kut tea, char kwey teow, jp's laska & chendol, ice kopi, sushi, buffet and wadever tt can be found in sg lar.
den....
i wan to go to vivo city (since even noob che and pam had gone there liao)
i wan to tk mrt to the east side ( not as thou i wan go sch lar, jus tk public transport)
i wan to lie in my nest till sunset
i wan to watch soccer as freely as i like
i wan to go back to the arms of my beloved
i wan to spent festivals and holidays with my love
i wan to be back, be in sg

so the countdown begins now.. 60 days to go ( i tink)
=)

feelings are left unexplained for
does my presence make a difference?
some words are left unsaid
some actions are meant to be left undone

tc everyone out there.
LOVE

2006-11-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

i've been uplading for sooo long, blogger is so damm slow. wasting my RMB! -.-

2006-10-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

hello!

its like 2more days to 1mth away form home. its quite fast!
i guess when i am back to sg i'll miss the bbq and the ppl here.

che says tt psi in sg hits 150! i buy mask for u when i return ok? got pikachu picture on it one, u will love it! wahaha!!!
i tink the psi in the internet cafe here hits 200! the ppl here smokes like hell in this enclose and aircon room and their china cigg is fucking smelly! hope they die earlier of lung cancer.

hohoho!

bb i need to run off now to shit!

2006-10-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

i tink i am starting to feel attached to this place! haha maybe after 4.5 mths, i might wan to carry on staying here! hohoho...

everything is good here in sanya! only thing is running out of cash.

GOSH! come save me mum n dad!! working at FO is quite challenging. get to see alot of guest each day, ranging from nasty ones like the ones from room 734 and nice ones like the 2 singaporeans!

alright i shld go watch so tv here since theres like 44 channel here! and tuck myself into the cosy bed! oh ya theres a exec meeting i've got to attend tmr morning! so exciting man, life here is really good.

FYI, there's only 1mac, 1kfc here in sanya

and its like 30 mins drive from our hostel to the city area -.-

2006-10-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

hello auntie!

dont be angry, i buy food from u!! hoho

2006-09-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

hello my loves. i cant see blogs from the interent cafe here. theres no wirless connection at all here. the internt cafe here stinks like hell wif cigg smokes. -.-

anyway cheryl, tell mum dad (whole family i am in sanya now) i jus now talking to bro online. anything jus email me. will check when i m having off days!

2006-09-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

i will nvr forget
the backview of u walkin on tat stretch of road :)
-hook fingers,cross hearts

2006-09-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

A BIG THANK YOU to all my relatives n frnds for all the well-wishes.

greatly touched by my beloved frnds for the sort-of-farewell lunch at seoul garden today and those sweet gifts like the flu med, fever pad, sweater. im sure those gifts will come in handy when i m over there!)
-sighs i tink i wld miss all of them when i m gone. the craps/stories/jokes of zw, the always act cute/no mouth doll fan (hello kitty)/dajie jh, the jin da xi suan carin, the forever small eyes ahma, the always tanned looking manda and the forever and nvr stopping 'nagger' pam. :D
& of cos i will miss my dad, mum and ROUND face sis, bro,gran and all my frnds in sg!
i will miss the countdown to NEW yr with you guys!! tc my loved ones.

will upload photos of my loves when i get them!

alright, tat's it for now. not in the right mood to blog further

each time a sms come in, the heart soften and aches alittle
looking through the balck bk and photos, wiping away those tears
5mths wont be long i know
cos there will be support from my loved ones
thou i m not there for u physically,
i will be mentally here for u
be strong k
love, j

2006-09-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

- thewayyoulookatme

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

* 'Cos there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

If I could freeze some moment in my mind
The second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
Cos baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

2006-09-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

back from kl n genting
let the photos do the talking!

sg custom

ferdal(spell) hotel lobby

look at the blue bun! hoho :x

we manage to convey how we wan to tk
this shot to uncle after some time
generation gap (haha)

ok, my legs were shaking when tking this shot!

2nd childhood? hahaha

we cldnt get into the merry go round (my sis says so)
cos theres a height limit. so we took a pic with this horse

outdoor theme park

numberings! wheres our trademark 6 (uncle) haha!

we were waiting for bus or smt

ok, tt's all
lazy to upload more

tribute to the ones
who put a smile on my face.
thanks for the trip!

will this decision affect me/us ?
handinhand
we will walk through this

2006-09-01T16:09:00.000+08:00

been a long time.

Fact of the day: Up to the age of six or seven months a child can breathe and swallow at the same time. An adult CANNOT do this.

sound ridiculous? try it guys!

today marks the last day of exam.
smt would be so wrong if i fail today's paper :D
cos i scribble like hell for 2 hrs (non-stop)
answered all qns with FACT and logic plus some crap of cos
den walk out 10mins b4 time. HAHA
major satisfaction!

den i went down alone to TTS cos someone dont walk to accompany me down
tsktsktsk, u're so into ur little boy den ignore me. :(
3 'ouchs' which amount to 110bucks,
1 poor quality paper for 413 bucks,
this is how i spent 500bucks today.
can i get this reimburse from mum?

damm i shld go pack my bag for my holiday tmr.
why cant i have a maid
or
someone kind enough to pack it for me

alright, BYE!

2006-08-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

TODAY

today i slp in till 1pm
today i only had a single proper meal
today i volunteeredto pick my sis up after tuition, ok wad i did was only to sit in the car
today i bought my winterwear stuffs (but mum paid for it, so thanks mummy)

today's post is quite crappy , sry
wadever it is,
today i am vv happy :D
today i felt loved by all
today is better than ytd
tats all for today, so lets wait for tmr

looking forward to the short getaway nxt sat
wheeeeeee

the msges TODAY, made my day :)

Hooked on facts

2006-08-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hooked on facts

Fact of the day: Each nostril of a human being register smell in a different way. Smells that are made from the right nostril are more pleasant than the left.

how true? next time when u walk past any garbage dump or smt unplesant smelling, dont pinch your nose. jus stuck one finger up ur LEFT nostril. cos it suppose to smell more pleasant this way. give it a try. haaaa!!

ok
today theres this parents meeting session in tp.
i find tat its a rather unrewarding session lar,
but the effort put in by all the lectures to host our parents was notable.
and i find my lectures cute! haaa
oh ya we saw a really funny sight when we are heading for breakfast ard tamp ave 3. there was an old man trying to ride a real-mini-lookalike bicycle. and fyi he was like 3 times the size of his transport! cranky fellow.

& after we finish our breakfast, we saw him still struggling on tat pathetic bike!

and today
i feel like posting up a pic
so i cna tickle the laughing nerves.

jus for laughs!

HAHA and i will jolly well get screams in my ears tmr! but i dont fucking care!!

the ohh-so-cute froggie kid

oh-so-genius!

2006-08-16T19:46:00.000+08:00

do u have a dumb sister, as dumb as mine?

alright. lets analysis y shes being dumb. thou she attend some fairly prestigious sch, shes not acting like one. haha

how can someone be so smart n innoviative to think that he/she can possibily have the magic (the after-effects of too much harry potter?) to make a plastic bag containing water stand on its own w/o topping. ok, unfortunately, my dumb sis tot that. yes, MINE! so she decided to test it out, she waited for 3 secs and let go of her hand and is super happy that it wont topple over. so happily, she continue eating her lunch. (so dumb of her not to like be prepare of worst case scenario. duh.)

so the climax of this entry! her bag of RIBENA topple over her white skirt, socks and shoes!
and for normal ppl u will tk like at most 3 sec to react by like shifting ur damm butt or jumping up or wadever. but this dumbo have her ass glued to the chair or smt for like 1hr. haha, quoted from her frnd. i m so sure she will scream when she see this entry cos she rants how her frnds are defaming her! hahaha, silly.

ok but i like the part of her airing her socks on the door knob and writing a note whihc says "waiting for santa's present"
haha, hilarious!

the outright winner

2006-08-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

triple boo to the self declared cherylthegreatest!

u cant outlast,
outplay,
outwit,
outwin,
& outsmart ME

so have u decided to 'outblog' me den?
iseeubloggingnow..

anw,who can teach me how to do the setting for wireless connection for my psp?
plspls someone

maneater.

2006-08-04T15:29:00.000+08:00

Fact of the day: A snail can sleep for three years.

i wish to be a snail...

ABSOLUT-ely

2006-08-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

i'm super happy today.
cos i got a gift from my lovely frnd
i love it darn lot
cos its a set of absolut vodka (mini, not complete though! haa..)
wheeeeeeee!
still happy lar..
ok from now on i shall continue adding on to my future mini bar collections
hahahahahass

so now i m short of 2 flavor (peppar n ruby red)
so which ever kind soul out there see the 50ml cute bottles out there grab the 2 for me ok!?

ok take a peek of pic of a stand alone mini bottle

cute little thing

anw i found a way to take nice pics
but u have to b thick skinned
its labeled as the 'cheapstake way of pic taking'
refer to pam for more details..
hahahaa

i shall post up the pics next time

Photographs

2006-07-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

my posts are always so late. theres nothing much to blog nowaday cos life is quite mundane
anw this post is v random.
i post as i've run out of inspiration for my mkt part
or rather i m quite clueless of this proj
wadever it is
it will be due this week(all projects actually)
get it over n done with. and i will be sooo free
rahssss

and now i so need to get newspaper articels for my OB project
darn lazy to go get the papers!
hahha

i m feeling hungry now
shld i cook smt?
hahahaha

oh ya
i so miss boon cos theres no reply n anything from her
we shld seriously meet out lar ;(
tsk

reply to peiting - i've jus seen ur tag. of cos i do rmb u! (: anw i m doing fine. you tk care too. sry i cant tag at ur blog cos i didnt save ur addy up tt time! so sry! hope u see this msg n do tk care girl.

the stars

2006-07-06T02:16:00.000+08:00

ok wads new?
i jus need a short break from everything

france vs portugal ltr on
france shld be able to win, the oldies can play better football
ok i dont understand why some players like to dive n role play on the field
its jus a drop of stain to a
beautiful game
sad to say c.ronaldo is one such player
see how he gets rooney sent off
ok dont get me wrong
i m not a england fan

alright anyway time passes real fast
its like coming to the end of the sem
and most of us will den be
wokring our ass off daily, ok almost
and i will be away in some foreign land
trying to adapt
trying to learn
trying to please
trying to save
trying to smile
and
trying not to miss

how sad
but i will be brave
lets see

2006-05-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

writing a 1000words essay is not easy. it is even worst when i have to write in CHINESE which i have to flip the dictionary like after every 5words. and its due tmr. ;(

can some kind soul out there help. i dont mind paying. HAHA
alright, bye. off to start writing

2006-05-23T01:28:00.000+08:00

its frightening to see how human change over time
yet such changes are inevitable

you will be fine

2006-05-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

there might be a decision to it tml. i really pray that the committee out there wld be kind enough to look at your grades/conduct/character b4 making a decision to it. i noe they are kind ppl so pls dont suspense boon. i wld go down on my knee if theres a need to. wad we can do now is to jus wait.

i cant believe it till now. i noe things would turn out fine.

i will be praying for you...

2006-05-11T16:45:00.000+08:00

rainrain go away so my little sister can come home

2006-05-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

2 str v late nights. glad that finally i can catch some good slp. fri after work jen, shir, kevin, raymond n me went to some quite cool places in JURONG. ok i admit i m v bad at directions. haha lucky we have shir. we went for prata den fish port and den the jurong hill.
ytd bbq at west coast was not v successful. it rained heavily right at the start. but den i m not even there yet. haha so thanks for those who stood by the pit to guard the fire. ( i know this sound comical but den these are MY friends) i only reached there at 1am. i only eat really little food ok! tpy bought a cake, a vrey miserable one. all of us celeberated our 19th bday. haha how budget. aftre which, some came over to my place and stay till 6am. oh ya i shld get the pics frm manda if not someone will nag the hell out of me!! ohyes i shld thanks manda n zw for organise this bball gathering.

93 years of glory. gone but never forgotten. arsenal got into the champ league qualifiers. yay!tottenham have a good run this season but den they are unlucky thou.

ok i need tpo print lect notes for tml now. anyway HAPPY BDAY JENNY SIM! tml u will be like damm touch went u receive the present by us. hahahha!

2006-05-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

6 subjects this sem. sch start officially for me tml. i have early lesson like almost every single day. i will try NOT to skip sch or get mc i so need to clear my exams for this sem. if not my osip wld be affected and i have to like fly back to sg jus to tk supp paper. haha wad s h i t. wheee work hard jac! byeeeeeee

2006-04-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

anyway i forgot to say tt the entry b4 was suppose to be ytd's.

arsenal match tonight. GOGOGOGO!
i have to keep myself awake -yawns

2006-04-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY DADDY!

mum bought a bday cake for daddy. awwww how sweet. we had a mini cele and dad was touched, ok rather i tink. we didnt get any presents for him thou. but our kisses are the best gifts! hahaaha. anyway sch starts officially but i wont be heading to sch cos theres only lectures which dont require any attendance. how nice, so sch starts NEXT week for me. i dread sch, really. den again i have to go see a lecturer tml cos she thinks that i m still short of some subjects. (for ur info. i tink i have like 6 subjects now where my frnds only have like 4?!) so she demands tt i go down to tp tml morning JUS to show her my timetable. i love travelling. but travelling DOES NOT mean from jurong to tampiness.

2006-04-22T17:48:00.000+08:00

yay, we are meeting out. i miss them. ok i have to go get ready..

2006-04-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

flight

i m very bored. theres chalet at aloha changi till wed. i dun feel like gg. dun ask me y cos i dunno either. but i will be gg lar. -roarsssss

ok bye.

hangover

2006-04-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

the stayover ytd at boonie's is oh-so FUN! we drank white wine n gordons gin and boon video alot of unglam things we did which r so darn funny. we knock out after tt and only woke up like 12 noon? haha jen keep going ' bu yao pai le ' and cover the camera. jen said alot of things which r senseless cos literally she turn into 3yrs old kid when shes drunk!!! hilarious stuffs! boon took 8 video clips, YES EIGHT ! boon vomit hell lot after tt. eeeksss lah, half bag of vomit. i cab home after tat and i swear tt the driver's skill sucks. the whole ride was v bumpy and he kept accelerating n stop. i vomit the moment i step out of the taxi. luckily boon gave me a plastic bag. BOO to hangover. ok so no more 11.6% plus 47.3% next time. and hope boonie mum wont discover tt her gin is gone. hahahhahaha. how to upload a video up ? i m dumb lahs

i seriously tinks tt the doggie at boon's is MINE. she stole it and doesnt wan to return back to its rightful owner..

2006-04-08T00:15:00.000+08:00

i m trying to get this blog done so when i m in China for 5 mths, i can update !