Right now is gloom to bloom, rather than bloom to gloom. I wldn't deny tat i'm getting better. In the past, we hang on cos we presume tat as not losing our most precious. But it might not be the case. Could it have been just habits? company? pride? I dont have an answer to it, mayb u do. I still give myself excuses to stumble back into the darkness whenever loneliness struck me. Memories swarm back and pierced my heart, looking at past photos doesnt help in soothing. But the bottom line is, i know i'll get up from this shit. I wont pray for strength from god, help from family or even consolation from close ones. Cause, i know i'll bounce back on my own.

i gave my blessings, with sincerity.